Starting November???

Editor

So I just started the first page of my self-made magazine I'm calling "Fashion Blog". It's just going to be a fashion blog on paper. Nothing too special, but I'm excited! It will give me a project. I'm going to require one entry a day.

Free people will be one of my big factors. I'll also use other images I find on the web as well as my own photos and art-work. I might use some articles I find, ones that I write!

I hope I'll be able to get several of these scrapbooks and that I'll make them look better with time. And if I'm lucky, I might even get to use them in the future in a portfolio type of thing.

On a different subject, tomorrow I will be making a test run of a fall, honey-crisp apple sangria, virgin version. ... yum. Hope it turns out good! oh! And I will also be trying Italian gelato very soon! So excited!

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness

The Free People

The Burning House Project. What would you take with you is the house was burning?

I feel like I am changing. The things I want are changing. Not only changing, but I'm finding things out about me. Things that I like, that make me happy, dream... Then only problem is that I'm not sure how to get these things. Some times it seems easy, but then I stop, and look around, and it seems impossible. I live in a smal town filled with very conservitive people, and many that aren't into change. Not only that, but I want to be some place a bit warmer. Some place that my house isn't just a normal square-cut rooms. I want to live some place with interest. I know I'm not that close to getting a house, but I wish I was. ...

I want to live where there are many windows, maybe even a green house. I don't want to live by a main street. I want to like close to a market where I could buy fresh food and flowers. I want to have a creative job, photography or working for a creative possibly even fashion business seems like it would be wonderful! I just feel like I don't have what it takes. Yes, I love photography, but how many places are there that have available what I want. Free People would be an amazing place to work; on the Creative team! :D 

Some time I think I'm crazy and there is something wrong with me. Most of the time I want to be this very down to earth, creative person... and other times I want to have high class very dressed up things, like that beautiful blue and white necklace. I feel like there are so many things that I want that clash with each-other, and I don't know how to properly balance them. 

Breakfast at Tiffany's

Lets have a girl moment. Some things that sparkle and glisten in the light. Some shine, and beauty accompanied by precious material from loving Mama Gaia. Being a woman I would just like to say that I LOVE beautiful jewels. In good taste mind you.
So recently I found my wedding ring!!! Finally! I had so many ideas of what I wanted, and I think this one fulfills all my requests. The poor girls working that day who had to listen to all my noes. But here is the end result.

Yup. Here it is. My ring. only the solitaire in the middle will be a Semi-Tiffany set with a 1/2 cart. Sapphire in the middle. Yes, you are allowed to drool! I'm So! excited to get it! Even if I do get it before June next year, I can't wear it... So I shall try my best to wait patiently. 

My really bad attempt to make it look more like what I'm getting. But it is a start :D

And do you know what a beautiful ring needs? That's right, an amazing necklace. Which can be foun at Swarovski! 

This Will be mine. I will have it. It looks stunning on me and makes me smile. A lot. Like if I was ever sad, all I would have to do is put on this amazing necklace and look in the mirror!!! But until that most joyous day... I shall dream of it. And remember the wonderful day at the mall when one of the store sales people asked if he could put it on me. And what a wonder idea that was. we both just awed at it. Sales person. THANK YOU!!! You made my day that day, and now I must get that amazing and gorgeous necklace!

Alright. I'm done raving about the code named "Necklace Gorgeous!!!". 

Alright. So my very soon sister-in-law-to-be found out that her baby will be a girl! yay! That means I will have a niece to spoil! I'll be helping with painting the room. The plan so far is to paint the room a medium-light  pink/peach/salmon colour and have a cherry blossoms tree painted in the corner where the bed will be. And one of the walls will be a black. That will add a nice touch I think. So I've gotta make up some sketches for that tomorrow.

Michael and I may have finally found an officiant for our wedding! We have an appointment with her at a book store cafe Sunday. I have also decided on a wedding dress! 

Enough for now! Later!

First Photo shoot for Crystal and her baby at 19 weeks. We think it's a girl, I personally hope so! That would be so exciting!!! Woot!

Pumpkin Spice and Everything Nice

My goal for Fall: add more spice to my life! In what ways will I do this one might ask...

• Be able to feel awesome in the clothes I wear. I want to get back to where I can wear skinny jeans and a tight shirt and feel good about it!
• I also want to be more fashionable. I want to put more focus on what I choose to put on! I love fashion so much, I need to start showing it!
• I want to get a hair cut. (Not sure how yet)

I will need to make or create some sort of reminder for these.